ellen i'm so very sorry to hear your dear sweet mother went home. i didn't get the pleasure of ever meeting your mom, i've never met you face to face but i feel like i know you so well. and if your mother made you into the woman you are today, she did a fine job.because YOU are one special woman. she will always live in your heart and mind. and she'll never again suffer the misery of this world. i love ya el.